Night room.

I lie in bed and watch the grey shadows on my wall,
spilling in my window.
Tracing my hand across them. The darkness of my fingers,
I am still here.

I cannot sleep sleep sleep.
(Remember now. Repetition for emphasis)
Nothing like 2am and
nothing to do.
Nothing like it.

Everything is different
shades of greys and blacks.
I shouldn’t sleep on my back.
The word ‘song’ sour on my tongue:
too much, too soon. Too real.

I lie and listen to the nothing happening around this creature that is me.
The tears come but still
I feel



  1. chokingspirits · December 31, 2006

    cheers to a new year benji 🙂

  2. zaphodfreek · December 31, 2006


  3. vesper · December 31, 2006

    i think you are my new favourite blogger.

  4. zaphodfreek · December 31, 2006

    Oh, Cheers.
    That means a lot.

  5. vesper · December 31, 2006

    happy new year!!!

  6. qazse · January 1, 2007

    I lie and listen to the nothing happening around this creature that is me.
    The tears come but still
    I feel

    very powerful capture of nothingness

  7. raeofsunshine · January 2, 2007

    The nothing-ness is overwhelming,
    let the darkness take hold.
    An empty room is an empty heart,
    and it is even worse when it is filled with shadows.
    Especailly the shadows of all those little things we care(d) about,
    but have no substance to cherish.

    woe is me is a dark, night room.

    very well written, my friend… i hope my addition/response doesn’t misinterpret it.

  8. zaphodfreek · January 2, 2007

    Of course not. Very much appreciated.

    And thank you to you too Qazse.

  9. Naoko Kensaku · January 2, 2007

    Not bad. Thanks for commenting on my blog!

    Happy New Year! And may you not spend the rest of this year alone, but with someone you care about.

  10. zaphodfreek · January 2, 2007

    Thank you Naoko.
    Happy New Year to you too.

    And maybe, I think, I may not be alone again for a while.

  11. ToogeGoradida · October 26, 2008

    This is really cool… Are you paying attention to my new entity Good joke 🙂 What did the Scotsman do when he couldn’t find a pair of pants? He kilt himself.

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  14. Beegun · July 6, 2009

    Just a guy trying to make the world a better place.,

  15. Srogi · July 6, 2009

    your work is amazing.,

  16. Voyse · July 6, 2009

    Stoppin through to show luv! ,

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