You weren’t
You weren’t there when the light came on.
I stamped my feet to feel
My toes and my breath
Billowed out hot in front of me.
And suddenly
all the lamps were burning hot
into the gradually darkening evening.
Effervescent but steady,
And growing steadier still.
But in my mind
It was as if someone was turning them
On and off
Like at the end of one of those
Boozy college nights,
Trying to get me to leave.
Warning me to get out.