Don’t give others pain.
Draw it into yourself.
Draw it in.
That’s the way.
Wait and wait and wait.
It’s better than knowing nothing’s coming.
Bleed into your own mouth.
Taste the metal.
Taste your own disease.
It’s all yours, no one elses.
I care for them that cry.
I care for them more than I will admit.
More than I can feel and fold into you.
My sky is lit with torches
that mar and scar the night with their false light.
It’s all my own doing.
Agitation of hands. Strength of words. 
Ouch. That hurts. Talk about emotion.
I’m bleeding.
I said this on my site too.
That makes me sad. I really hope things get better for you.
I’ll be fine.
Don’t you worry yourself.