emm

benji is feeling


disturbed and perturbed


for no reason


and this makes him more disturbed and perturbed


to think that he could be so disturbing and perturbing


i need to lie down in somebodies lap


and take a load off my life
(appology ensues)
it’s not that


it’s nothing to do with THAT heaping pile of turd


that I accept willingly


and without question
chump. with his off key piano.
break a keyboard with his face will he?
break his face a bit too.
NO! No questions.
I need something but i don’t believe in fairytales (which is a lie).
Agitation of hands. Strength of words. 
i make me awkward


in an awkward way


when you stretch the muscles of your face as much as you can


movements don’t satisfy anymore